Sunday, June 29, 2008
To the one i misunderstood...
Do you know? that you are very selfish?
you misunderstood people SOMEMORE
you won't wan to forgive the person who
got MISUNDERSTOOD???? hey...
she cried for you... asking me how would
you forgive her.. Isn't that what you are
suppose to do? ask for her forgiveness??
but in the end? she ask for your forgiveness...
Hey.. People do misunderstood people right?
why can't people misunderstand you?
do you know you are very selfish?
You can misunderstand people yet they cannot
misunderstand you? Why is it so? I know the world
is unfair.. you also because of jealousy you got
jealous and misunderstand her...
Yet do you find out the fact?
after i said this? u remain silence and
SAY you are breaking DOWN!??!?
yet i can see you don't even want to forgive me...
can you even face the things you have done?
did you forgive her?? you ignore her in class
and etc etc... You can be jealous and never find
out the fact... Why can't i be jealous?? can you tell me?
is it because i am not a human? SOME kind of alien
from outer space? thats why i cannot be jealous?
and yet you can be jealous and misunderstand her
and even make HER CRY??? i am not saying you are
black hearted... Do you know if you say that you
also got feelings that time... Do you even think about me?
Do you mean that i do not have feelings?
and when you say that the one u misunderstood
girl is the kind hearted soul one? and you are the bad hearted one?
Do this refer to me as well?
are you trying to tell me that i misunderstand you
and now u are the kind hearted soul one?
and i became the bad hearted soul one?
i do have feelings... I DO HAVE everyone have...
including you... Do u even forgive her for your
MISUNDERSTANDING? i wont want to ans that
for you... But now i am asking for ur forgiveness...
. can u dun be so selfish? why everyone has to ask
for ur forgiveness? even you misunderstood people
that person has to ask for your forgiveness...
and now i misunderstood you i have to ask for
ur forgiveness... i felt bad when you tell people
about this... and yet you tell them until you are
the total innocent one? Please think about others...
You set an example for me... I thought i can do the
same cause you wont mind because you even made
her cry for your misunderstanding?
what can i do now? is like everything you do is
all right??? and i make one misunderstanding
and i should go blame myself for ruining our friendship?
I don't want to remember the past...
But i have to use it for an example of what you
did to her... is not to make u feel guilty..
but do you know how i feel now?
Will you ever know how i feel? Okay...
I did my reflection... But you just went around
telling people until you are really the innocent one...
and i am the black hearted one..
Why you like that de? can't you just forgive??
can i say CAN U FORGIVE HUEY HUEY FOR
UR MISUNDERSTANDING?!?!?!? =.=?
you wrote on ur blog yes i saw.. i can see u were heart break...
or something else... won't huey be more sad?
you even wrote on ur blog about ur
misunderstanding towards her and yet
you wrote until you are the innocent one ...
YOU MISUNDERSTOOD HER ...
and yet you are still innocent... I misunderstood
you and yet you are still innocent...
You vandalize my bested fren table with bad words...
BECAUSE SHE IS EMO?? emotion cannot be control you know??
and yet she forgive you.. why can't you just
forgive people? Do you know that?
Same goes jealousy cannot be control you know?
I bet you know cause you misunderstood huey be4...
i dunno wad to say.. but i just ask for your forgiveness :(
Eaten @ 10:07 AM |
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Saturday
Todae went to the zooo! then at 12 i went to the CIP at woodlands :D well at the zoo, see alot of animals and the smell smells very... sticky xD and got kissed by many mosquitoes.. it iss very fun~ hmm the flag day CIP programme still ok narhx.. it is to help those people which no have money or suffering from financia problems de thats why it is call KDF (kidney dailysis foundation)... well i went with shixuan and jielin... and went to jielin's house then after that we went to shixuan's house! hehees xD we collected quite alot of money! hohohos but then 5.30 pm we went back to woodlands and give all the money to the KDF le so sad! hehes.. But today it is a very tiring day! cause yesterday i just fell down and hurt my KNEES and i have to walk around asking for donation...! LOLS!
Eaten @ 7:44 PM |
Friday, June 20, 2008
Friday
Hey!
yesterday
went to east
coast 2N1 class
outing it was so fun!
hehees IT was so fun!!!
OMG i played sea water on
the other side on the beach IT
was so much more more more cleaner
LOLS! and we cycled hehehhehehs for over
shot time ! opps and we paid $3 extra!
(my money )! ouh! ok then after
that we went to KFC dun men
tion about that =.=''
Eaten @ 9:50 PM |
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Tuesday
Opps yesterday forget to post! uh oh! well i changed the blog URL again! hehehhes i am so bad rite? Today is veyr simple went to choir! OMGoody so boring.. Then keep on looking at the time! wanting to go home! hahahahs! well i am SHOO bad! xD This thursday is my ex class fare well class outing celebration! Well who is going? hahas is their form teacher~ my ex form teacher! He is leaving the school! so our class give him a farewell part at east coast park. But i cannot go! is not because i don't want to go or they did not invite me... is because..... i have to complete my HOMEWORK or not it is too late!! lols xD tml i am going out with shuYI to watch movie KUNG FU PANDA! and!! after that we are going to ice skating wahahhas! how cool eh? xP
ok i think today i write until here coz yesterday just downloaded audition SO EXCITeD to pay it hehehehes! BYE!!
ok i think today i write until here coz yesterday just downloaded audition SO EXCITeD to pay it hehehehes! BYE!!
Eaten @ 4:22 PM |
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Sunday Night
Have you ever love a guy or a girl?
Loving one is very hard! Admiring..
or secretly loving him or her is a hard thing!
Do you know why?
Everytime you will get jealous.
Of sumthing, even though it doesn't seems wrong...
I aren't a L o v e expert...
But i think, everytime when u are in love.
There will always be sadness.. and not like 
those fairy tales..
those fairy tales.. H A P P Y E V E R A F T E R..
well that just happen in non friction..
Earthlings can imagine that,
but it cannot really have it..
how sad huh?
Maybe i am wrong?
But always..
Couple do quarrel :D
thats because we are human...
have different opinion and!
we are different not the same....
we can have eithernal guilitiness
but there isn't any ethernal love.. :(
Why can't just the sad things
change over with the happy things?
Many sad things is hard to forget!
Do you most remember
what your friend make you happy?
Or do you remember more on how your
friend back stap you or even betray or do
sumthing wrong?
Obviously i am a human I KNOW xD...
People do say..
Forgiving is easy,
but FORGETING is very hard..
many things you done wrong maybe
you can forget it and set it aside
but people may not forget wad you done...
Thats why there is a word call revenge?
I really wish i can forgive and forget.
and rmb wad he or her good sides
and not the negative one...
maybe no one would bother to read this...
But i hope everyone have the same thoughts..
This once happen to me.
when all my "SISTERS" hate each other..
hahas till now it is still happening and
most time it changes people..
I wish i wont get hate..
But i am sure i am being hate..
No one is perfect you cannot forced
anyone to be perfect or do the things you wanted them to do...
HEY think about their feelings...
Keep telling myself this...
I WISH I CAN CHANGE INTO A BETTER PERSON!
i wish...
Eaten @ 9:23 PM |
Sunday
:D this is me and
my mother on mothers' day.
. hahas i look so restless..
and thats so long ago..
we went restuarant to
celebrate mothers' day!
Seriously love
that restuarant like siao!
There even have a pianist playing piano!
Some more!
I love the toilet!
LOLS!
their door is so nice!
and hor they have dry towels to dry our hands after washing!
Of cause their soap smells very good !
hehehhes!!
But then the bill ~
of our dinner is like $500++
tsk tsk tsk!
ordered many nice things ma.
But i enjoy my desert!
1st time saw those
green tea mint in a small bottle
which tasted so yucky!
My brother say
it is for our mouth to smell good good
... -.- anyway it look cute but taste yucky
xD!hahas!
Then after that we went shopping!
I seriously want to buy a I-MAC!
it is a kind of laptop
which got a apple sign behind it's back de..
Seriously damm nice.!
Hope i can buy one nxt time...
When i grow up..
Eaten @ 12:17 PM |
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Saturday
Blogging?
That isn't my game!
Here's some intro of myself
well my life is just boring
very normal life..
Not better than rich people
not that sad of cause
maybe just like to sit alone
thinkin about all the sins
Many people keep saying
Siblings are bad well?
dun really think so..
lifes is just different
everyone live in different world
and many are all different
some get the happiness they always wanted
some just have a sad life
through their living time
what about me?
I just hope things will
change as i grow
hope all those stupid crushed
things would heal back
and hope people stop bullying me
cause i hate it... maybe you will
think i am boring.. But typing
and writting cannot show the
true of me..
Eaten @ 9:02 PM |
